Thoughts

These past few days I've been feeling a little up and down; up because of the amazing guy I'm with, my beautiful and supportive friends, my family, thoughts about my future at college, and my upcoming senior recital (March 13th). Then also down because of recent troubles that have accumulated over the year. It's hard to ignore these troubles especially if you have to deal with them daily. I hate myself for being down about this one petty problem when I have all the sources of support and love I could ask for, but there's just this one part of me that feels unsuccessful and rotten. You know how in math when a negative cancels a positive? That's how my thoughts go about sometimes. I try to absorb as much inspiration and positive experiences I can to remember them whenever I feel down. I am so thankful to everyone who puts a smile on my face every day and helps me remember how lucky I truly am. xxx